A Si Como Ayer

(Just like yesterday in Spanish)

Just like yesterday,
You shout to me, "Run... run to nowhere!"
And just like yesterday,
You find me again, somewhere

-dHe2 012006-

Anesthesia

Neither masochist nor mastermind
being trapped in vicious circle behind
the persistence of the illness,
trying to know whether it's endless...

-dHe2 022006-

Llover

(Llover: rain in Spanish)

"Kemarilah sayang, rasakanlah tiap tetes yang menyesap pada liang tubuhku..."
"Porque no?"

"Kemarilah sayang, reguklah tiap bulir yang menyusun lembar-lembar sukmaku..."
"Esto no es mio."

"Kemarilah sayang, terbanglah bersama buai lembut tarian
hujanku..."
"...Y estoy perdido..."

-dhe2 15042006-

My Perfect Enemy

this is a poem from one of my beloved friend, thanks for sharing your story with me. I'm really appreciate=)...

Let hatred binds us eternally
when love for us is not a possibility
Let us be the greatest enemy can be,
My perfect enemy...
When my days turned blue
I used to ever think of you
Rain poured down, I remember...
As my tears drop down today, 'cos now you are
My perfect enemy...

Now, even worse than ever
I'm thinking about you
and times we were together,
My perfect enemy...

Can we remind...those times we left behind?
Can we be just like we used to be,
My perfect enemy?

Yes, I missed those memories
and still I'm missing you
the way we talked,
the way we laughed at things

I hate our terms nowadays...
Just like I hate you,
and myself that hates you,
every possible ways

Holding your hands was when I'm afraid of nothing...
Cannot barely talk to you now is my worse thing
Even if we are close, we will never again
From now on...
separately we will
live on each way

As the moon and the sun,
Their meeting creates elliptical darkness everytime
As we are now,
we destruct each other even with every meet of our eyes,
My perfect enemy...
Neglect each other, defying one another,
for us hatred is now better,
My perfect enemy...

It's the only way we can be together
For I loved you...
Now I'll hate you as best as I can
I'll try the hardest...

Let hatred binds us eternally
when love turned down the possibility
Let us be, the greatest gruesome story that can be,
My perfect enemy...

I Miss You

My folded wings refuse to fly by
My stardust couldn't sparkling and I ask why
Then, I realize that my tremble heart won't lie
for I'm missing you, very...
-dHe2 010507-

Jemu

Warnamu tak lagi torehkan semu…
Yang ada hanya jemu.
Isyaratmu tak lagi hembuskan haru…
Yang tertinggal cuma lalu
Sang Waktu t’lah renggangkan genggam tanganmu
Menyisakan sebentuk ragu…
Haruskah aku pergi darimu?
-dhe2 020408-

Requiem

Detak – detak jantung yang membentuk untaian nada

Mambalik, melepas, meregang nyawa.

Isak – isak tangis tanpa bahasa melagukan kata

…dia yang telah tiada

-dHe2 0206-

p.s. Thanks to Putu Fajar for your inspiring short story @Kompas=)

Por Siempre

Mom,

This is me

Sitting in the dark side

Looking for those graffiti in the sky

Mom,

Is that you?

Flying in the moonlight,

Bringing back a sanity clue

Mom,

These are us.

Finding out serenities

Running out of necessities

Mom,

What about us?

Are we gonna live forever?

Forever…

-dhe2 1205-

Un Momento

Part one.
Dalam satu ketika…

Dimana Adam dan Hawa berdiri berhadapan

Adam melihat hanya ada satu Hawa

Dan…

Hawa melihat hanya ada satu Adam

Tak ada Tuhan, tak ada ular.

Dalam hati mereka bertanya,

“Apakah kita pernah saling mencintai?”

Part two.

Dalam satu ketika…

Dimana kau dan aku berdiri berhadapan

Dengan latar belakang senja yang tersipu malu

Serta bayang-bayang patah pohon flamboyan yang menerpa wajahmu

Kau tak hanya melihatku

Dan…

Aku tak hanya melihatmu

Namun,

Tanpa berucap pun kita tahu

Kita sedang saling mencinta…

-dHe2 0106-

Apa Aku Pernah Bilang?

Apa aku pernah bilang?
Akulah Mahadewi yang membawakanmu sejumput indah
Akulah bidadari di kaki pelangi yang menantimu resah

Apa aku pernah bilang?
Akulah malaikat yang berjalan bersamamu menggandeng tangan-tangan waktu
Akulah peri kecilmu yang s'lalu mainkan sepenggal lagu

Apa aku pernah bilang?
Akulah orang yang baru saja berbohong padamu
Aku bukan semua itu
Aku hanyalah aku...

Apa aku pernah bilang...
bahwa aku sayang padamu.
Dan kau tahu itu.

-dHe2 0305-
published @Spice: 0505